This is a powerful, immersive and inspiring story of finding comfort and strength in nature after suffering loss and despair. In July 2019, Ben Goldsmith lost his fifteen-year-old daughter, Iris, in an accident on their family farm in Somerset. Reeling and grasping for answers, he set about rewilding his farm and this is the story of a year of soul-searching that followed. In an instant, his world had turned dark. Yet, unbelievably to him, the seasons kept on turning, and as he immersed himself in the dramatic restoration of nature in the place where it happened, he found healing.